Bummed.

at 8:49 PM

I came home from work today, and the mail was on the table.

A letter from JCC.
Hmmm.....

I start to think "Could this be a letter about the nursing program? Its got to be!" I almost start to get that nervous/excited feeling.

I went upstairs.

Opened the envelope.

Dear Emilie,
Thank you for your recent application to the JCC Nursing Program. Unfortunately, we could not accept you in the program....

Blah, Blah, Blah............................
"WhAt!?!?!??!?!?!"

My first thought was SHIT, thats a bunch of bull. I have the grades for the program....I did realize that I am ONE credit away from the requirement, which is 50. One freaking credit!!!

So all night I have been bummed. I cried.... a couple of different time. I guess its just the feeling of not being good enough and the feeling of rejection.

Okay, so there are a million colleges out there, and I can't even get in to the stupid community college nursing program. Is it really gonna be any easier at a university or a different college??? I find it really hard to believe that I am going to get it anywhere else if I can't even get into the nursing program at JCC.

So tonight I am just kinda sitting around feeling sorry for myself. Im sure I'll be over it tomorrow, but tonight I am bummed.

Any words of wisdom out there????

 

6 Comments:

  1. Anonymous said...
    December 7, 2007 at 8:12 AM  
    There is a better college out there for you. One that will give you a better education in the nursing field. Things happen for a reason!
    Anonymous said...
    December 7, 2007 at 8:19 AM  
    Em,

    I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish that He didn't trust me so much. ~Mother Teresa

    There is your words of encouragement from me. Well, Mother Teresa. :)

    Hang in there. There is obviously something else out there for you. Just because you didn't get in, doesn't mean you weren't qualified. The amount of students they take is awful.

    Have a better day and keep your chin up. :)
    Anonymous said...
    December 7, 2007 at 2:35 PM  
    You know this happened for a reason even though you might not know why now. Things always work out best in the long run. Keep you chin up and look ahead. Disappointmentments like yours are never easy but you have a lot of support to get you thru this.
    Lots of Love, Granna
    Anonymous said...
    December 7, 2007 at 3:07 PM  
    It's ok Em, you're still #1 in my book. Love you
    Anonymous said...
    December 8, 2007 at 6:02 AM  
    Emilie,

    I agree with what everyone else has said. Everything happens for a reason & this is another chance @ what may be a better opportunity. Don't let it get you down for long, you have goals, keep focused on them & that will lead you :)
    Lina
    Anonymous said...
    December 10, 2007 at 3:46 PM  
    It sounds like it is JCC's loss. There is a better school out there for you! Things will work out for the best in the end.

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