Life's Moments

since I graduated from high school in 2005. I know, its only been 2 years. But I still have learned my share of lessons. One of the biggest lessons that I have learned is about FRIENDS. I don't know why but I have been thinking about this a lot.

Here's the scoop:
When I graduated in 2005, I had a lot of friends. Some really good friends and some of them were just a little more than an acquaintances. Well when college came around almost ALL of my closer friends left Jackson and went elsewhere for their education. Michigan State, Western, Central, Grand Valley. I stayed in Jackson, to go to the community college. Well after they left I lost touch with my friends. They're busy like I am with classes and studying and maybe a job and I'm thinking they like to do a heck of a lot more parting then I do. The thing that kills me the most is that my best friend (no names just in case!) stopped talking to me because I was dating Bobby. Its not that she didn't like him. I seriously think that she was jealous of him and the relationship that we have together. So we haven't talked for almost a year and a half. I miss having a best friend, someone to always go to, but if she was that immature to get mad about Bobby then shame on her. One of the biggest lessons that this all made me realize is that your family becomes your closer friends. Yes, I have made friends with some of the gals that I work with and we hang out every once in awhile, and I make small talk with some people at school. But when it comes down to it, your family is your backbone. In a lot of ways I'm lucky. Not only do I have my own family. But I have Bobby and his family too!

Sorry for the bitching, but this bothers me!!! Its hard to go from having lots of friends that you hang out with to practically none. Sometimes I just feel like the biggest loser. But I know I'm not. I made the smarter choice to get some of my classes out of the way and for a cheaper price then going to a big university. But that doesn't mean that it doesn't hurt.